Writing is a large part of my life, I've written everything from poems to autobiographies. The funny thing is, I've never blogged. Why? I'm too busy, I'm too young, I don't think anyone would bother reading, blah...blah...blah.
No, I just really never thought of it. If your reading this, my only thought is why?
This blog will be my life and what happens in my days you may find it surprisingly like yours, or totally different. I am not giving away any information about myself except that I am a girl, and I'm a high school student.
The people involved in my life will be with the first letter of their name such as, John would be J, it's just for their own personal privacy.
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So it's summer vacation. Partyyy right? Err wrong. My friends are all out doing drugs and you'd think hey why am I not? I probably would be weeks ago but I'm a volleyball player and I decided quitting smoking weed, cigarettes, prime times, the whole shebang, my lungs wouldn't be able to stand up for sports if I continued.
Is it wrong to dismiss your friends from your life if their doing choices that are hurtful to you?
Loneliness is something I'm starting to feel. My summer is already planned for me and I left school with a 1.8 GPA. My grades dropped courtesy of weed, and it opened my eyes. Grades are important. After my mother's second divorce/third marriage, I lost my health insurance. I got sick, my parents considered swine flu but I called from day 1 bronchitis. I started getting sick in the beginning of April, and my cough is almost gone now, June. I stood in line in the worst part of town, with people that don't have a dollar to their name, to get medicine. That was the second thing to open my eyes. School is important, education is important. And while my friends are out getting high, I'm here at home, listening to the thunder boom outside.
--SmalltownGirl♥
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